recently i’ve been feeling quite lonely and incapable. if you could please pray for my motivation
i’ve been completely, for lack of better word, antisocial with working at church and also trying to set up a youth group for a non-for profit organization. but not being able to go out and do stupid things with friends makes me rather unmotivated to work and now i feel like i’m not much of a contribution to anything.
plus, my parents want to plan a little vacation so i need to plan our itinerary and finish paperwork for school, which is MUCH easier said than done. and, always carrying an emptiness from a longing i’m trying to forget is hard work. hurray.
on the other hand, i’m endlessly grateful for how God provided everything i’m complaining about. the work experience, awesome parents, ability to vacation, to afford university, and friends who don’t hate me yet :P